Grief is hard and it’s isolating and it’s lonely. I can’t count the number of times I have broken down simply because I feel alone in my grief and I feel forgotten. And Judah feels forgotten…
Dear Judah, I’ve been thinking a lot about you the past few weeks. I’m always thinking about you, but, usually, your brother distracts me enough to keep you just on the edge of my thoughts. These past…
January 12, 2017 was one of the worst days of my life. January 12, 2018 was one of the best days of my life. On January 12, 2017, we had been basically living at the hospital for 3 days…
The first year of parenting after loss is almost complete. My rainbow baby turns 1 on Saturday and I have learned so much from this first year. The year didn’t start out like I thought it…
I started the Capture Your Grief challenge on Instagram this year as my way of trying to share what it’s like to grieve losing a child. What I didn’t realize was how much it would make…
As time goes by and Judah has been gone for a longer and longer amount of time, I find that he is brought up less and less. Maybe the whole “out of sight, out of mind” thing applies…