I looked at the clock and realized I was 2 minutes late. Willing myself to get up, even though it worsened my migraine, I walked into the kitchen to get a lighter and then into the bedroom to get Jack…
It’s been a minute since I’ve been able to come on here and write. My pregnancy was hard, complicated by PTSD, exhaustion, weight gain, and last-minute changes. The last time I updated, I was about…
To understand this story, you need to go all the way back to 2020. I was pregnant with our fourth baby, a little girl named Ellie, and I was miserable. And not just because there was a global pandemic going…
My story tends to intimidate some people. They seem to think that their hard can’t possibly compare to mine. They haven’t had a miscarriage. They haven’t had to struggle with infertility. They haven’…
When things go wrong in our lives, we are quick to think that God has abandoned us. Or that we are being punished in some way. Or we think that these things shouldn’t be happening to us because…
Facebook Twitter Google+ Pinterest StumbleUpon Like 0 September is here and with it comes the season of change. We are all ready to pull out our pumpkins and sweaters, to sit by the fire, and drink hot apple cider. …
“I’m so sorry but your baby has no amniotic fluid. I don’t think he has any kidneys.” When I was a little girl, I dreamed of being a mama. I carried my baby dolls with me everywhere I…
Grief is hard and it’s isolating and it’s lonely. I can’t count the number of times I have broken down simply because I feel alone in my grief and I feel forgotten. And Judah feels forgotten…