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PAIL Awareness Day Again

I looked at the clock and realized I was 2 minutes late. Willing myself to get up, even though it worsened my migraine, I walked into the kitchen to get a lighter and then into the bedroom to get Jack…

Embracing the Unexpected: The Story of Our 5th Baby (So Far)

To understand this story, you need to go all the way back to 2020. I was pregnant with our fourth baby, a little girl named Ellie, and I was miserable. And not just because there was a global pandemic going…

You Are Not Alone: Finding God in the Deepest Waters

When things go wrong in our lives, we are quick to think that God has abandoned us. Or that we are being punished in some way. Or we think that these things shouldn’t be happening to us because…

Judah’s Story

“I’m so sorry but your baby has no amniotic fluid. I don’t think he has any kidneys.” When I was a little girl, I dreamed of being a mama. I carried my baby dolls with me everywhere I…

Frequently Asked Questions

While I try to answer questions about Judah and our story as well as I can, sometimes, the answer is long and complicated or I just don’t have the mental energy to answer them because the answer is painful…

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